UPDATE BY 19 JULY

it such a long time nvr update my blog edi...this few month i busying my work and my holiday...haha
last week i went to my 3d2n holiday chalet at fairy point chalet which located at changi there...

it was a damn big chalet, i tink can put in 30+ ppl inside...lolx

i and babe gilian and daniel arrived 1st,after tat marcus,leon they all arrived...

the guys is preparing to bbq but gal all sitting there waiting for serve...lolx...

when the time they preparing

they oso can play!buay tahan them!!

they playing FLYING NINJA

its a very lame but funny game...lolxx....

after dinner they take alot liquor for our next program...

it was game time!!!!

we play alot of game and i oso drink till drunk...

the second day we went to explore....

the location is OCH...

unfortunately,we can't entry tat place...cos is locked and oso got camera...

after tat Ryan suggestion to go his old commando camp...

when we reach there,nvr saw any ghost but saw alot ants!!!!

they bite my leg very pain and ichy!= =shit!!!!

tats why i very afraid ants!!!!

the next day we wake up at 1030am

it time to check up the chalet..

tis 3 days i was very happy...

cos i had a fun with them..

especially all the gay boy...they all very funny

its was a awesome week!!i like it!!!

2month passed....

i really wanna forget u totally...

y still cannot har....

2month edi,y u can do it but i cannot...

wtf..

anyway u got new gf,u got ur happinese,

i should happy,but i really cannot...

i can't sleep today,whole the way thinking abt u

thinking all our memory,ur hug and ur everything...

haiz...god pls help me...

i really suffer lar....
my mood reali down...
and i reali hurt...
very very hurt......................

♥CLUBBING♥

yesterday  go singapore again...
but this time not for work,is for clubbing...
hahaha....
all my dear friend thank u all...
i have a great night yesterday....
especially i know alot new friend....

love u all....

officially missing u...

missing u now...
tat day morning saw u become slim edi...
u work too tired or not eat?
i dare to talk to u too much...but juz few second enought edi...
tat day i happy cos u still willing reply my text...
but yesterday start ignore me again...r u really exploit me only...
if i go use then u find me...not use then ignore me...
u treat me as wat...i not sure u got girlfriend onot...
but my feel tell me,maybe u got...
haiz....i hate love...
we only juz start few month y i will hurt like tat...shit....

tattoo

did u guy see this tattoo...

this is mega fox...damn pretty...i like it...

i oso like to make a tattoo at the same place...

who got any suggestion can let me know...

i wan some meaning poems...

if u can give me then i will love u deeply.hahahaha

i miss you...

A lonlely night and staying at home Alone again...

almost 2 month...i still can't forget u...

why...i know u maybe dun love me anymore,i know u maybe get a new gal friend...

but i still can't forget u...

please,even is we cannot be couple i juz wanna be friend with u...

juz a simple request...u oso dun wan promise me...

i miss u so much...suddenly i got alot memory in my mind...

how we know each other...our first hug,our first kiss,our first new house...

alot of our first time...i still remember...

but all is gone...

i only hope u can treat me as ur friend...

i juz wanna know tat how ur life,how ur work...

even is u still choose ignore me, u oso muz take care urself...

dun always work too late,after finish morning work muz have ur dinner

dun always rush to continue ur night work then skip it...

i really wish to see u again...

we haven settle our issue,do u remember...

if u really unconvenient juz let me know...

AND I STILL WAITING YOU!!!!!!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS U.........

I TaLKING yOu NOw MAn...I hoPe tat guy know I talking abT HiM....

FUck off from me

am i a virus or wat...
avoid me avoid like tat...fuck...
if u really wan to do like tat then better fuck off of my life...
we are no longer friends...
you are not qualified to be my friend...bastard...
i sure i will hate u....

痛了 自然就会放下 我也是时候梦醒了

今天看了篇文章很有意思

跟老娘我目前的情况很像似

这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的 痛了 你自然会放下

你可能觉得难过

无论你对他怎么好 他都不领情

他不是看不到 他只是假装看不到

或者他根本看不到

你用尽全力对他好

把他看得比自己还重要

有什么事情第一个想到的就是他

联系不到他的时候 你担心他担心得快疯了

然而你有没有想过

这并不是你的责任范围

而且很有可能是他在躲着你

喜欢他不是你的错

想关心他不是你的错

控制不住自己不是你的错

但是那是你的方式

人家不一定能接受你这种无私的爱

所以如果你爱他 但他不爱你

那么就请你默默地

别试图让他知道

就算你会难过 甚至难过得流泪

就请你默默地

就算逼自己也好

一定要忍着

忘了吧 所有你留恋的 你回忆的 你拥有过的

那些 都已是回忆

失去并不可怕

可怕的 是无法面对

一直以来，我都在砖牛角尖

一直在等他的回答，一直相信他不会答应分手

何必呢 朋友看了担心

很明显 他已经在避开我了

是我自己看不开

是时候了 梦该醒了

是时候了 该放下了

现实是 一切 画上了句点

现在我明白了

原来 放下一个人 最后是被对方逼出来的

ALICIA KEYS Doesn't Mean Anything (Official Music Video HD) + lyrics

更新

最近生活漫无目的~显

那个人今天突然信息我说要见面~

吓到我，我已经努力忘记我们的一切了~

为什么又出现~到底想怎样~= =

问你的时候，你不回答~

拖了那么久，又说要谈~

我真的不知道要说什么，真的不知道要怎么面对你~

昨晚才梦见你，今天你就信息我~

真的是见鬼了~

不是说，梦境和现实是相反的吗？

而且今晚也不知道结果会是怎样~haizzz....

♥I Love my SINGLE life now♥

yeah....i love my life now....
i force myself to forget him,i think i did it edi....
yes!!!!!i so pro...hahaha
all my friend....i love u all...muackzzzzzzz.....

GAMES OVER

all is over...we start at where then end at there...

juz treat like nvr meet b4....tat's rite!!

at i mean wif u....i tink is "shit''!!!

hahaha...i muz be happy from now!!

yeah!!!

yeah..u did it....

u really did it...u hurt me deeply....still wan i pretend like nothing happend...
i can't do it...really cannot...i lose complete....
when i know u still have feel to ur ex...my heart really hurt...but wat can i do...
even if u choose her...i oso have to give up....
if wan hurt me at the time u not should come know me...
and dun make me fall in love with you....
i really disapointed to you...
and actually wat the hell i am..............

♥ To My Love ♥

My love, I have tried with all my being

to grasp a form comparable to thine own,

but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not

compare his love to a summer’s day.

It would be a crime to denounce the beauty

of such a creature as thee,

to simply cast away the precision

God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being

whether it physical or spiritual

is an ensnarement

from which there is no release.

But I do not wish release.

I wish to stay entrapped forever.

With you for all eternity.

Our hearts, always as one.

新年+情人节

今年的新年完全没有气氛~
还要做工~
情人节一个人过~
有种不好的预感。。
我讨厌这种感觉~

W.T.F

今天到底是什么烂日子！！！！

护照不见，照片不见！！

到底搞什么鸟！瓦老！！

护照不见又要去排队弄！我真的想打人咯！

真得是wtf!!!!!!!

吵架吵架~

每天都吵架~
很烦啊！！！！
现在唯一能解压的就是摇头~
我要摇头，谁要找我去~~