2010年5月31日星期一

2month passed....

i really wanna forget u totally...
y still cannot har....
2month edi,y u can do it but i cannot...
wtf..
anyway u got new gf,u got ur happinese,
i should happy,but i really cannot...
i can't sleep today,whole the way thinking abt u
thinking all our memory,ur hug and ur everything...
haiz...god pls help me...
i really suffer lar....
my mood reali down...
and i reali hurt...
very very hurt......................

2010年5月30日星期日

♥CLUBBING♥

yesterday  go singapore again...
but this time not for work,is for clubbing...
hahaha....
all my dear friend thank u all...
i have a great night yesterday....
especially i know alot new friend....
love u all....

2010年5月25日星期二

officially missing u...

missing u now...
tat day morning saw u become slim edi...
u work too tired or not eat?
i dare to talk to u too much...but juz few second enought edi...
tat day i happy cos u still willing reply my text...
but yesterday start ignore me again...r u really exploit me only...
if i go use then u find me...not use then ignore me...
u treat me as wat...i not sure u got girlfriend onot...
but my feel tell me,maybe u got...
haiz....i hate love...
we only juz start few month y i will hurt like tat...shit....

2010年5月21日星期五

tattoo


did u guy see this tattoo...
this is mega fox...damn pretty...i like it...
i oso like to make a tattoo at the same place...
who got any suggestion can let me know...
i wan some meaning poems...
if u can give me then i will love u deeply.hahahaha

2010年5月20日星期四

i miss you...

A lonlely night and staying at home Alone again...
almost 2 month...i still can't forget u...
why...i know u maybe dun love me anymore,i know u maybe get a new gal friend...
but i still can't forget u...
please,even is we cannot be couple i juz wanna be friend with u...
juz a simple request...u oso dun wan promise me...
i miss u so much...suddenly i got alot memory in my mind...
how we know each other...our first hug,our first kiss,our first new house...
alot of our first time...i still remember...
but all is gone...
i only hope u can treat me as ur friend...
i juz wanna know tat how ur life,how ur work...
even is u still choose ignore me, u oso muz take care urself...
dun always work too late,after finish morning work muz have ur dinner
dun always rush to continue ur night work then skip it...
i really wish to see u again...
we haven settle our issue,do u remember...
if u really unconvenient juz let me know...
AND I STILL WAITING YOU!!!!!!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS U.........
I TaLKING yOu NOw MAn...I hoPe tat guy know I talking abT HiM....

2010年5月19日星期三

FUck off from me

am i a virus or wat...
avoid me avoid like tat...fuck...
if u really wan to do like tat then better fuck off of my life...
we are no longer friends...
you are not qualified to be my friend...bastard...
i sure i will hate u....

2010年5月9日星期日

痛了 自然就会放下 我也是时候梦醒了


今天看了篇文章很有意思

跟老娘我目前的情况很像似


这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的 痛了 你自然会放下

你可能觉得难过

无论你对他怎么好 他都不领情

他不是看不到 他只是假装看不到

或者他根本看不到

你用尽全力对他好

把他看得比自己还重要

有什么事情第一个想到的就是他

联系不到他的时候 你担心他担心得快疯了

然而你有没有想过

这并不是你的责任范围

而且很有可能是他在躲着你


喜欢他不是你的错

想关心他不是你的错

控制不住自己不是你的错

但是那是你的方式

人家不一定能接受你这种无私的爱

所以如果你爱他 但他不爱你

那么就请你默默地

别试图让他知道

就算你会难过 甚至难过得流泪

就请你默默地

就算逼自己也好

一定要忍着


忘了吧 所有你留恋的 你回忆的 你拥有过的

那些 都已是回忆

失去并不可怕

可怕的 是无法面对



一直以来,我都在砖牛角尖

一直在等他的回答,一直相信他不会答应分手

何必呢 朋友看了担心

很明显 他已经在避开我了

是我自己看不开

是时候了 梦该醒了

是时候了 该放下了

现实是 一切 画上了句点

现在我明白了

原来 放下一个人 最后是被对方逼出来的




2010年5月3日星期一

更新


最近生活漫无目的~显

那个人今天突然信息我说要见面~

吓到我,我已经努力忘记我们的一切了~

为什么又出现~到底想怎样~= =

问你的时候,你不回答~

拖了那么久,又说要谈~

我真的不知道要说什么,真的不知道要怎么面对你~

昨晚才梦见你,今天你就信息我~

真的是见鬼了~

不是说,梦境和现实是相反的吗?

而且今晚也不知道结果会是怎样~haizzz....